Amazing. I know it’s all in my head, and I know that I can change it, but I just can’t.
I tell myself things get better, things will change, we just have to ride out the storm. But I feel like this whole storm has been going on too long, and there is little good left in my life. And even when I try make my situation better - I’m met with brick wall after brick wall.
It just feels like everyone knows the secret to life and dealing with things and I know truly thats not true, and people sometimes don’t deal well with things, but at my lowest I can’t help but think thats the point, that I don’t know this secret and I’m too shaken and scared and ashamed to ask anybody about it.